*My favorite quote from today:
Hannah: Mama, don't look at me right now!
Mama: Why not?
Hannah: Cuz...I am about to do something I shouldn't
*I am really enjoying this sunshine! I don't care how cold or warm it is at this point I just really love the sun.
* Hannah and I got in a random conversation today about babies and how she is soooo ready for us to have a another one. I asked her what would happen if we didn't have another baby. She didn't say anything. No. She burst into tears instead. It was bad. Oh dear.
* I THINK I am finally on the mend. This has been ridiculous! At the risk of really sounding like I'm complaining let me just break this down for you: We are never this sick. It has been four weeks of non-stop randomness in being sick. I'm talking horrible red eyes (for three of us), HORRIBLE hives that resulted in an emergency trip to the pediatrician, horrible coughing, diarrhea and a worrisome trip to the pediatrician for Hannah, which resulted in the worst trip to the pediatrician ever. I love our doctor. She's great...she's super conservative about ordering tests or procedures but after looking Hannah over about a week ago she decided we needed to do some blood work to eliminate anything scary. Anything scary being, anemia...leukemia, and a marker for bones that would flag a bone disease or possible cancer. OMG. This seriously turned into a doctor's visit from hell. Every worry a mama has about the worst case scenario started to flash before my eyes and as I'm trying to hold it together at the pediatricians I can only think how I will not be ok if something happens to Hannah.
Meanwhile we have to get blood work for her...in short this was not fun. I had to hold Abby so she wouldn't get into anything as well as hold Hannah and her arm down so they could draw blood. Hannah is sobbing that it was all her fault for getting sick and if she'd just stayed well the doctor wouldn't have had to take her blood...it was horrifying and I was trying my hardest not to cry......after sitting on pins and needles for a day turns out the tests came out ok. She had a couple of very slightly elevated levels but they can be elevated in the face of a viral infection...oh my. I think I have new gray hairs...
* Last night was the first time Adam and I slept in the same bed/room in over a week due to horrible coughing on my part or horrible bear-in-hibernation like snoring on his. I still have some laryngitis but we ARE getting better.
* I find it interesting that any time I have second guessed my part in worship at our church-as in should I still be leading it like I am-I end up with a sickness that lasts a good several weeks leaving me in the end SO ready to come back to singing. Coincidence? I'll let you decide.
* Honestly...I apologize this post is all about health but really...I have not felt well since August. I got horrible mastitis and then spent months being sick as a result of something else and literally as soon as I started feeling better from that I got sick with this stuff! I'm ready to feel better! :)
*Hannah and I decided last night that when she gets a little older we will buy motorcycles together and go riding together. She was really excited about this...actually so was I. haha
*Hannah is really ready to start gardening. She has given me a detailed list of what she plans to plant, including carrots, lettuce and LOTS of flowers. I love that she's so excited about it. :)